friendship

A friendship start when we meet and know each other.
A friednship maintain when we have more understanding.
A friendship change when an incident/situation happened.
A friendship broke when we do not trust to each other.
A friendship end when the thing become worst!!!

huh~

wat was happening actually?

wat i did actually?

am i right>?

am i wrong?

should i do tat?

am i think much?

since early of the year 09..

i already regret to join back st john..

caused me.. everyone change!

caused me.. alot of thing happen!

caused me.. ...............................!

i still remember when starting i join back st john.

i was so active until some of them scare and worry to me.

Scare... im one of the enemy for them.

Scare... i will lead the group to somewhere.

worry.. i will jump to their head.

worry.. i will caused the failure.

ya! when im in.. i bring up a group as known as "K group"

K group is joining by me KHENG, H.KAH, Y.KWAN, C.KEONG, J.KEONG.

we are the 5 K strongest in the st john kps.

everyone is playing their important role play.

im sure ppl are scare bout us, ppl is jealous of us..

eventhough ppl hope to join wit us.

hehe.. because when we are corporate to do thing together..

we able to bring out the success..

of course when we crazy... OMG! haha.. i also cannot believe tat.

within 6 month, i can know most of the members and play all together.

when i think back.. tat was my happiest time tat i ever had.

time passed...

the K group starting not strong..

this group is like a share market..

will out a period than in back.

we are no longer in 5.

very sad and dissapointed actually.

currently can remain is only 4..

i just have some prob with one of them.

wat i hope now.. i wish i can back to the time..

but choose not to join back st john..

maybe today all the thing will be diff..

happy ending for all of them.

sometime i feel like im the one who caused bad thing happen.

if i not join back, there wont be alot of gossip bout me.

they can still remain good friend.

GUILTY!!!

hope can disappear in this world.

again....

should i quit st john?