SORRY!!!

Although i said a hundred or thousand of sorry also not use dy..

i should get this punishment to let you forgive me.

this few day not feeling well, so smile isn't come to me,
but i trying to do my best not to let everyone worry,


especially you!

stay happy always.

29/01/2010

. . . .p a i n . . .
. . . . . n. . . . .
. . .s a d. . . . .

Just a bad feeling especially for today..


this few days cant sleep well caused by my hand was painful.
still remember i were in a bad dream on Tuesday nite,
when the time i woke up, i feel my thumb was pain.
after checking there was a small crack on nail,
than i dun bother.. today wake up early because pain comes to me again.
try not to keep think of pain, just sent a simple msg to someone,
afterward just go for bath. thumb colour turn to dark and pain.
cant be fast just taking long time to shower myself and
this caused some other thing happen.

try to steady myself..
after prepared and went to work.
but hand pain until my tear going to drop.
but no choice, today is a peak day.
so my mind set is try to think of her to reduce my pain. (MOTIVATION)
still a lot of customers queue up..
wat appear next in my mind "CLEAR THE QUEUE AS FAST AS I CAN"

But hand is trying to delay my time when counting note.
once again! pain is coming when i open the note or bundle using rubber band
tat time really hope i can get someone to concern,
sudd think bout someone, look at the phone, but no msg..
continue until 6pm and finally no customer.
finish all my balancing than go to clinic without finish my dept work..

waiting waiting!!
finally get to see Dr Ratna,
told her all the scenario end up she give some advice.
wow!! i was shock when she give me the worst solution.
(HOPE NOT HAPPEN TO ME)

took my medicine, than back to finish my thing.
but when reach there, no one inside dy.
no choice, can only go back.

i feel so sad!
but trying to make myself happy by not let my family know tat i facing this ill.
cant think much anymore,
now most important is cure faster,
dun want to lose anything.

(wishing ox year can over faster)

=(

im trying my best to do it the best!

i know currently i still cant make any changes,,
haha.. never try never know..
this is my life(nasib)
god want me to have this kind of life.
(maybbbbbbe last life im a bad guy)
in my mind.. there can be only one sentence appear to me..

(try your best to make it success, never disappoint ppl)

hope i can be the one who fulfill everything..
wait for me!!

success will get along with me soon..
!!

stress...........

alot of thing to worry!!

today also dunno wat was happen?
right tumb is pain like hell..
trying to act of no pain to avoid ppl realise im not well feeling.

gotta be really take care my hand..

few weeks dy.. but its seem like remain and ntg much changes..
wat to do??!!
hope i get wat i wish..

CNY countdown.. less than 3 weeks..
so fast but all not according to my planning.

bad feeling!!!

this few day make me so tired!!!

very pek cek actually!!
find way to escape this kind of lifestyle..
ARGHHHHhhhhhhh...........

haha...
like to release out!! will feel much better..
today after work, finally can go out with her le..
just sent her to pass lens to ppl..
than go for KFC for dinner..
mood recovered!!
thanks to you.. muackss..

just got a latest new..
they going to shift to the other place..
huh~ dunno how i going to tahan..
why so early??!!
tot if next year end than can just lock myself for just few months..
hmmm... feel something bad!!!

(complicated)

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

CNY leave....

approve at the end!!
until the fifth day of CNY!!
but some1 is not satisfied!!!


PLEASE la... DUn sOOOOOO selfish,k?
last year i already let you all take le and work for the whole CNY.
wat you all still need on me.. ？ huh?!!!
this year for sure i will take, not matter you going for trip or not.

hmmmm... take leave also need to look at people face that showing emo...

哈哈!!! happy period on you! dun emo..

countdown = 23 DAYS...
=）

something was changed!!!

What?!

Ya.. my boss, should now mention ex boss just get transfer to andalas branch..
new coming boss also from andalas to our branch..
But she is a PFC.. haha! today is the forth day, but i only saw her one time tis week.
dunno where she go and wat she do..

anyway! may this new boss will bring some new thing with challenge to us...

GAMBATEH!!!


=)


(still worry bout her..).

Just back from somewhere...

sudd think tat i have quite some time din take fast food dy!
happy tat can enjoy McD today..
starting regret when heard she say i really missed for the event!
argh. . . wanna crazy dy..
haha! waiting for the pic.

today got a special thinking...
hope to go for a trip....
really plan to do so, but depend who is going to join!

the other thing to plan is my annual leave..
must proper plan this year..
or alse sure wasted like last year.
hope to have a more meaningful in this year.
(waiting)

=)

01/01/2010

haha... normal fri!
reason? dunno...

regret of not follow her to some where(haha! until now i still dunno where was the place?)
sound like a big group going!
haha.. today 11++ just wake up..
than gotta out to stall!

surprising tat saw ah jim there...
haha! she and two aunty took lunch beside my stall(prawn mee tat side)
i secretly do something..

whole afternoon raining..
during the time, told my GOOD new to my sis and bro.
haha... now gotta start do planning dy..
for year 2010..
shall do something which is set in my mind earlier...

34 more days....
so fast tat day is coming..
(waiting)
=)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Today is the first of 2010, is the starting of a new year!

so happy to get a good news in the new year eve!
tat really a good sign!

NEw LIfe @
NEw AIm @
NEw YEar @
NEw LOok @
NEw HOpe @

May all i know will get the same!

=)