AM I CHANGE ?

TODAY IS A VERY BUSY DAY..

i know something is going to happen after today!
TRYING TRYING TRYING in order to avoid the thing happen!

was a peak for this morning and afternoon in my work place.
my 2nd liner get scold by an customer due to a poor explaination to him.
got screw from customer she still can laugh!
(she is not pro enuf) this caused customer even angry!
than just go off and dun bother the customer..
when the customer come to my counter,
i was nervous actually, haha.. scare i will making some more mistake!
at the end.. thing solve! customer cool down!
WHY? maybe this is wat we call relationship..
i know this customer for 2 yrs.. since i start work
this was the first time i saw him so angry..
due to no systematic or poor planning in branch..
tat caused every customer inconvinient.

sometime i really pity to customers..
they gotta stand and queue up..
but wat my colleague feel?
everytime slow and steady...
answer personal call during attending customer.
chat with customer known for longer time..
show face and not helping those buta huruf..

maybe this is culture..
hmmm.. start felt up with this place...

hope i can get a new and great job soon!

=)

3 MORE DAYS...

CAN I STOP THE TIME?
coz its running so fast..

if time can stop...
i wish i can stop it when there is a very happy moment!

i stil have so much thing not complied!
but i know it cant be make it by this year.

NEXT YEAR! bro or sis 2010, help me in success..

=)

MUM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Haha.. late for 2 days...

bless you happy always..
bless you healthy..
may all your wish come true!!

LOVE YOU MUM

=)

4 more days to YEAR 2010
IN THIS YEAR . . .

WHAT I DID?

WHAT IM NOT COMPLETE YET?

IS THERE ANY CORRECTION I NEED MADE OR CHANGES?

EVERYONE PLEASE ALLOW ME TO SAYS THANKS OR APPOLOGISE WITH WAT I DID THIS WHOLE YEAR!

a new year will be arrive soon..

may all the improvement i can make it in next year..

god may bless to my family, my sweetheart, me fren.

@STAY HAPPY TO MAKE A BETTER LIFE@

=)

CHANGES. . .

TIME run run run and run..
but something that still remain the same.
i hope there is some changes between ....

firstly when you have this kind of .....
i dun bother, coz i tot this is just a normal thing that everyone will do.
but through the observation.......
something that i know which is not right.
and shouldnt be happen.
unfortunitely, i found i m wrong

reason? coz the thing tat you do too obviously
and makes me feel so dissapointed.

do you think tat is right?

will you think when we know, wat will happen?

DO YOU CARE THE PERSON FEEL?

HOPE im wrong with wat i analyse and conclude with this issue.

=)

Wah Seh!

this few day really full in program!
haha.. starting from wed already keep going out until today!

WED - cheras pasar malam
THURS - L@@k out point countdown
FRI - Pavillion, china town, sunway, steamboat in aaro house
SAT - st jOhn event(award and GP), eat eat eat!
SUN - BKT cAhaya, BBK eat Bah Kut Teh, bowling in SUMMIT, GM (HP fair)

really enjoy alot/
hope to keep going with this frequently.
Thanks to you all tat can let me join with happiness.

(BUT I KNOW SOON I CANT HAVE THIS ENJOYMENT DY)

=)

WOW.. scare!

recently went to a fren party.
during the cleaning after the party,
i had some bad feeling that something is stand and look at me.
when i turn and look
its just a normal..

during i bring the rubbish out
and while im going to throw..
dog was look at me and do some noise
that make me feel so uncomfortable..

DAMN iT!!!
how come i can have tat kind of feeling?
am i think much? ? ?

=)

Just back from our own christmas PARTY!!!

So happy with tat!!

SaMe word: waiting them to upload the pic on facebook!!

hope my christmas wish can come true oh!! WAITING..

yoooooooooooohuu!!!!


=)

MERRY X'MAS

HO HO HO...
santa is coming to everyone..

(MAKE A WISH)
i wish i can ........

DONE!

maY aLL dReam comE tRue....

=)

Not a good luck for this coming friday..

already plan to go out with you guys,
but something that really stop me!

huh~ hope all the thing go smooth for this two days..

or else...
anyway... enjoy you guys if without me!(definitely hope NOT!)

have a happy fri .

=)

MAY everyone DONG ZHI KUAI LE!!!

dont forget to eat tang yuan!
coz we cant avoid to get old!(acording to tang yuan story)
haha.. so enjoy IT(EAT)! !


=)

OMG ! ! ! this year first time going out with her(duty)SUNday 20/12/2009

haha... so weird feeling actually..
hehe.. still remember i accidently call her xxx xxx
wow.. luckily no 1 heard or look at me.
is a super duper excited feeling.

waiting ,, waiting,, waiting ,,
until late nite only i slept.(haha... scare to told her i just sleep a while)
luckily she call me coz i off my alarm and continue to my dream!

huh~ gotta be very miss her..
might only see her on this coming wed!
=Take Care youRself coz i will Take Care Myself Here!=

=)

No other special mood!

feel like one kind.

HAHA! once again!

WHY?? !

should i put smilly face?

BACk FROM HATYAI!

tat was a great and owesome holiday trip!
wow... happy@@
now its time to waiting my dear to upload the photo..

=)

Last nite just celebrate my grandma birthday...

hohoho... alot of good new this few week!

人也变得精神了！！！

oopss.. this is the first time as well!
i brought my dear to the gathering..

haha... actually i feel so shy when i enter into my grandma house..

but i wont hide and seek.

I FEEL PROUD TO BRING MY DEAR TO HAVE A MEET WITH MY BIG GROUP OF RELATIVE.

introduce her to my grandma, uncle aunty, cousin...

im so excited when having a good time there..

joke all around..

bully my sis and cousin..

haha..

HOPE grandma stay healthy and happy...

=)

HAPPY MOOD@@

OFf today.

haha.. coz the coming few hour will be my holiday trip with my family..
OMG! i cant wait for it!

haha.. although just go to thai! but feel happy..
coz last year star cruise trip cant join my family.
(tis year can bring dear along to join our group!)
ho ho ho..

Happy belated birthday to DEC baby which already pass the date..
guess that you having fun with ur fren or family or ur love.
is quite a rushing preparation for my dear pre birthday celebration.
haha.. coz due to the issue i cant get the present earlier.
but luckily manage to it!
so happy this was the 2nd year celebrate for her..
BUT IS THE FIRST YEAR AS A BOYFREN STATUS TO CELEBRATE WITH HER AND HER FAMILY!
think back previous year also gonna laugh!
haha.. dare to holding the cake alone and sing song for her..
will be my sweet memory too!!!

=)

SAT 28/11

morning gotta help my mum run her business.
get ordered from customer.
hk ly yk went to my stall until 4xx to accompany this b'day boy..
than just continue to ready the order and bck around 6.

today is not only my big day, also my dear lecturer(MR lim) b'day.
so we plan to go Mr lim house first than only JETH!

WOW~ my dear is wear a beautiful attire.
(LIKE IT SO MUCH)

we gather in jj than straight to mr lIm house.
his house is near to my house.
when reach i saw them bring a big card!(present that diy by theM to Mr lIm)
quite a creativity card with all their pantai remis photo.

they watched back the recorder video.
have alot of fun and joke inside.
meanwhile, having a steamboat there.
bout 9 i leave there coz aaron them was waiting me in JETH!
haha.. already plan to have a hard drink!
enjoy it alot!
haha.. photo can be view in FB uploaded by LY.
bout 12 than only we back..

this is a meaningful for my birthday!
thank to you all! still can celebrate with me.

=) remember always.

FRI(27/11)

im not working in fri,
so morning just fetch my dear to work!
come back a kind of lazy feel makes me ssleep again!
haha..

wake up in noon time than after clean up myself,
go and have a meet with pn chwa.
having discussion bout the store issue.
(but most of the time was personal talk!)

around 3xx plan to go pyramid!
think again & change my mind,
i know today will be very peak due to Hari HAji.
so just go bck to home.
(thx kin keong for order frm mum 20 cups of yuyuice!)
depart frm house bout 6 to subang.

haha! main point in~
15 mnt reach there from BBT,
after pick her up,
she lie to me tat going to buy a cake for her lecturer tat will have the same bitrh date time wit me.
haha... before tat when she plan to celebrate not with me.
3 days in very bad and sad mood!
she bought 2 cakes, small one for me..
huh~ still tut tat time din realise anything,
once back from subang i put the cake in my house fridge,
than rush for a movie show

twilight! quite a nice show!

afterward go for dinner in BBQ plaza,
by the time, a top secret plan was start running..
we go to funfair after dinner..
time goes faster, going to 12 midnite.
its late for my princess to go back.
plan to fetch her back but she keep say ok.

we just have a play around!
win a small doll, 2 key chain, 1 arsenal hanger with the RM 50 we spend!
haha.. not worth for the price, but enjoy when the time with her.
few more mnt to 12,i gotta back to take the charger requested by her.

when i reach home,i straight ask sis bout the charger,
before i finish the question she already answer me/tat time just curious but din suspect.
so i just go to her room and find out.
zero result, just come down than....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU iiiii
a song that sang from my sis and my dear.
wow, so surprise!
sis holding a cake and present in front of me.
so gam tong,luckily din cry!
make a wish blow the cake.
how a nice plan that caused me involved without any pre notice.

so excited! so happy!

thank to my dear and sis!
thanks especially to dear of planning such surprise to me!
MuAcKss
+Love You sO muCh!+

HApp1e!!!

thanks to everyone,
that wish me and celebrate with me.

this was a wondeful year that i had for my birthday!

alot of unexpected and surprise happen!
first time i get 4 cakes in 2 days.
first time celebrate with my dear in the first moment when time reach 12 noon!
first time received special present!
first time drink so much!
first time received so much wishes from frenz.

confidence that after my birthday will be my lucky year!
ho ~ ho ~ ho ~
finally receive wat i order!

=)

countdown

6 days before my birthday.

haha.. nothing to do today..
just whole day headache.
today is a good day, but no transport.
cant go any place. haha! a good new for a lazy ppl like:...
can snake today~ ho ho ho!

keep on9 until bored!
play fb for the whole morning,
than snake transform to cleaner and gardener..
haha... clean house!

missing her again but cant say out!
oopss.. hehe. she going to perak!
wah! hope she really enjoy it..
worry her coz morning told me not feeling well.
god bless hope she getting fine.

after finish all the housework,
start lazy again,
just take a shower than watch tv show..
still headache!
hope can be fine.
sienz.. already order my luck since early of the year
but not deliver yet..
hurry! hurry! cant wait for it anymore..

oh ya! feel so weird to myself today.
keep forgot thing.. haha! so sorry to my family, dear and fren..
sure you all receive my weird question and reply..

hehe.. PAISE!!!
anyway... hope tomoro will be turning to good.

tomoro going to have dinner with a group in pulau cherry.
haha... must finish work ASAP.!!!

gotta end here..
twiiiiiiiiiiing..
happy go luck! tomoro i will be okay.
=)

bloggin....

haha.. long time din on blog.
alot of thing happen between me, my fren, my family, my colleague..

but surely there is some happy thing around too.
she just finish the final exam of this sem.
how happy she is. i join their group to go steamboat in subang.
haha.. not bad!

last sat just go to temple. "wen shen"!!!
haha.. quite nervous actually, coz tis was the first time..
dunno wat to do with all that.
they gave me 2 pieces of FU(haha.. dunno the word in eng)
i dun even know act diff FU have diff mean..
anyway, hope after all this me myself will be more lucky!!
haha..

last sat went to wei birthday party. haha! surprisingly yk and ly will go.
oopss.. heard tat ly is wei ai ya sis.
tat is good! coz i can meet back some of fren and even my ex neighbour..
haha.. talk alot, speak alot, laugh alot, joke alot..

hope i can enjoy with tat feeling every moment!
=)

Congratulation!!!

for those who getting promote!!!
really happy when got to know you all been promote to higher level.

WELL DONE!
gambateH and GO GO GO for it!!

saturday!

extreme sat!

today such a weird day tat causeD me not feeling well.
huh~
maybe took DIRTY food today.
whole body is itchy nite time..
haha.. hope will not spread to others that wit me just now(especially family)

after band training, just went to have some drink with fren in mamak(lotus)

when back time, body like one kind.
than just take rest.
oops! finally vomit. luckily able to go washroom.

hmmm.. hope my sick can cure after sleep.

sorry that today did something wrong!
feel guilty for tat actually!
JUST FORGET ABOUT SAT NITE AND ENJOY HAPPILY WITH YOUR FAMILYS AND FRIENDS!

muackss...

22/10/09的心情

她近来都很忙。
自从8月后，她就得开始忙于她的课业了！
也开始慢慢的少出门了。
刚赶完了她第一学期的ASSIGNTMENT 跟 PRESENTATION，
但又会忙于她的期末考。

希望她能拥有充分的休息及妥当的安排温习时间。
（哈哈！当然希望可以借她多一个脑袋，酱就可以记比较快）

上星期她突然做了兼职，

哈哈。。真的很像女超人！

希望她做得来！

（别让自己太辛苦哦！）

想起来，这么快就过了3个月。

欢乐的时光总是这么快过，

想留着她在身边多一些，

但时间就是跟我作对！

跑最快的就是它，总不让我赢！

没见到她时，

时间又告诉我说它累了，

会跑慢些，让我赢。

（STUPIAK有鬼用阿？！都见不到面）

很想找她大聊一番。

真的好几天没真正的通信息了。

但不要求多，

虽每天就只有那几句熟悉的问候。（但都不腻！）

或许真的谈着恋爱的人也会变得不同吧。

就会无时无刻看看电话，

是否她有发信息来。

无论如何，

还是保佑她可一一切过得顺利。

会永远守护着她！

让她开心多多，笑多多。（不要去买多多！浪费钱）

Muacksssssssss！

加油吧!

~568309680526076~

心中出现几许的问号。
但都让我一一得找出答案了。
也让我开始了解到了，
某些事是不能勉强的。

friendship

A friendship start when we meet and know each other.
A friednship maintain when we have more understanding.
A friendship change when an incident/situation happened.
A friendship broke when we do not trust to each other.
A friendship end when the thing become worst!!!

huh~

wat was happening actually?

wat i did actually?

am i right>?

am i wrong?

should i do tat?

am i think much?

since early of the year 09..

i already regret to join back st john..

caused me.. everyone change!

caused me.. alot of thing happen!

caused me.. ...............................!

i still remember when starting i join back st john.

i was so active until some of them scare and worry to me.

Scare... im one of the enemy for them.

Scare... i will lead the group to somewhere.

worry.. i will jump to their head.

worry.. i will caused the failure.

ya! when im in.. i bring up a group as known as "K group"

K group is joining by me KHENG, H.KAH, Y.KWAN, C.KEONG, J.KEONG.

we are the 5 K strongest in the st john kps.

everyone is playing their important role play.

im sure ppl are scare bout us, ppl is jealous of us..

eventhough ppl hope to join wit us.

hehe.. because when we are corporate to do thing together..

we able to bring out the success..

of course when we crazy... OMG! haha.. i also cannot believe tat.

within 6 month, i can know most of the members and play all together.

when i think back.. tat was my happiest time tat i ever had.

time passed...

the K group starting not strong..

this group is like a share market..

will out a period than in back.

we are no longer in 5.

very sad and dissapointed actually.

currently can remain is only 4..

i just have some prob with one of them.

wat i hope now.. i wish i can back to the time..

but choose not to join back st john..

maybe today all the thing will be diff..

happy ending for all of them.

sometime i feel like im the one who caused bad thing happen.

if i not join back, there wont be alot of gossip bout me.

they can still remain good friend.

GUILTY!!!

hope can disappear in this world.

again....

should i quit st john?

state review 11/10/09

wow.. long time din join st joh event.
haha! should said long time din marching dy.

luckily nothing happen..
well done for today!!



going to 3am only i slept than 430am wake up..
HAHA! luckily my dear wake me up.. or else im sure will continue sleep.

454am reach hq.. after masuk baris all than we depart to kajang stadium.
haha..long time din go for parade..
when reach there only i realise i need to giv command.


haha.. look smart today.










today event end earlier coz raining..
before 1030 we manage to settle everything than back to hq.
food provided but not decide to take.

than lepak until 1++, we went to pizza hut(giant)
haha.. long time din hav so happy with them le.
chat for two and half hours..

after reach home just have a sleep..
until 7++ going to dinner with ni' s family..
(happy to see her again)

unbelievable.. when reach lucky jade shop(botanic)
i saw gim loong and gim soon there..
their parent open a restaurant there.
really long time din meet them dy.

nice food..

today is quite a weird day..

haha.. wake up on time saw dear create for me a special alarm..
oh my god! damn happy to saw tat.
plan today gotta back late but manage to back on 7.
morning when reach just saw a whole stag of report put on my table..
huh~ gotta do like xxxx.
scare cant concentrate, than curi curi minum nescafe.
haha! today work all going too smooth until i cannot believe..
just 2 hours i done my report.

today helping a customer,
unbelievable he bought us KFC as treat!
thanks Encik Kamal..
but not eating, the mood not coming.. maybe ...
so just take some porridge.

than start work.
long queue but today all machine is good functioning(not like previous week)
6++ finish myself dept work...
than help the others until 7 all back together..
haha.. maybe after raya, so all have a fresh looking and mood!

huh~ scare. coz last 2 weeks 3 branches of hong leong bank gt rob
and caused 1 death! hope the thing not coming to us.
everyone is vry aware with the environment around for in case.....
(touch wood)

today gotta sleep early.
head feel heavy! (not dare to let her know)
scare she worry!!
anyway, feel happy today when chat with her.
(StAy hApPy oH!!)

sweet dream!!!

i knw hw i explain also not use..
coz mistake is already come from me..
really need to change tis poor attitude..


my heart and mind is out of control..
blur... can i have one more chance again?
please.......

im not going to do tat again..
if compare with last time..
i really change alot le..
haha.. ask my mum she will say YES!!

sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry! forgive me.
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry


haiz.. although key in this hundred of sorry, but there is still a mistake inside..
so i hope i have a chance to backspace again than correct it..
haha... of course not keep make mistake ask you to forgive..
may the swer swer de all go away from us...

let luck luck de all in aournd us...

for you..

i know today i did a big mistake..
and i know tis is the punishment tat i will get.

really pain deep inside my heart..
haha.. hope to recover but ....

actually today is really a good business for mummy..
when i reach stall awhile, already got customer keep ask for ice..
than i can do is try to make it for them..
one person plus a slow motion kakak..
so wat to do is only do it the best ownself..

afternoon.. customer even more until i cant breathe..
need asst,.. but speak out loud!!
try to make it.. i know you all complaint coz you all still cant get the order..
really sorry alot...

so just give them discount,
(but i need to put in the money to cover)
haha.. tis is call business.. to remain them to continue buy here,
have to do some special for customer.

noon time receive a msg
to dinner with my dear family..
you know im extremely happy..
but thy depart 5pm..
can i make it..
not sure.. stall closed at 530..
than cant giv them a confirmation..
so decide either they just go without me..
coz really shy to ask them wait for a outsider..

finally god bless me.. sis get me a call.
mention she will out here..
my lucky star come..
but mood still tak ok..
coz customer still remain alot.
my breakfast my lunch....

all cant make any appointment with me.
its too busy although im hungry..
but tat time really hope can join them for dinner..
meanwhile already promise mum to help her till the end,
so also hope not to escape early..

i reply her.
mention my sis will out.
but i really din ask her to out..
why you will reply so...
tat time im really hurt..
haha.. dunno why just tat feeling sudd come.

hungry+busy+stupid maid+mind keep hope to hang out with them+promise mum to stay+left eye keep tut...
haiz. finally i still get in argue with you..
im sorry.. i m not really meant it..
just if you were me, im sure you will feel the same too..
hope you understand!!! dun angry me le..

s.o.r.r.y!!!

god always stand together with me..
i pray to god! good business until my stall able to close early..
amazing..
im not rush.. just take it easy.
coz already told them if i cant make it than they can just go ahead without me..
unbelievable i manage to do so..
and get a good dinner with them..
this is one of my happy life...
im able to enjoy with them..

thanks to you all..
i will alway remember when with you all..
is my sweet memory.

have you think before
if.......


You still have only 3 month to live in this world,
wat is the most you hope to do?





think again..
get it?
nope... coz i know there is too much thing for you to do and solve it..
3 month is not enuf for you to do tat..

this question is keep appear in my mind..
i know wat i should do..

stay happy in the rest of my life.
having good and happy time with my family
and sweet time with my love..
forgive everyone that hurt me before,

wat else...
i cant think much..
huh~

haha.. finally..
can i really make it?
errrr...
not sure in my mind...

for everyone of i know...
i hope you guyz can stay happy and enjoy every moment..
no worry bout the bad thing..
coz the best one always around you..

090909

wow.. is really a good day!!

haha.. anything that i did today?
YA!!
tuesday nite already go for all my plan..
haha.. but when the time fetch ni back,
sudd realise tat the present i din bring..

SHIT!!
than totally no mood, once fetch her back
straight away fly to house..
haha, luckily manage to make it!
than rush to her house around 1145
haha decide to give her surprise!
than wait near her house..

but something is happen..
i try to msg her and get her reply,
but at the end she din reply me..
than wait until 1230am
i know this first plan gone dy...
no choice, gotta back..

haha.. go for my 2nd plan..
same as today
after work than ready myself
to go her house first and ask her bro
to do me a fovour,
haiz.......

than i went to fetch her back from work,
before we back,
we take dinner with aaron in berkeley..
actually when she down from work
already know she look tired,
there is pale color on her face..
i so "xin teng", she really look tired,
guess tat this few day she also sleep not well or late sleep..

than when i fetch her back
i try to msg her bro but no reply.
remember last time she does tell me that her bro
will silent the phone,,
than just keep waiting..
when msg ni..
she get ntg around as wat i plan to put in her pillow.
finally when i continue to msg her
i get to know her bro is put on top of table..

haha! NO SURPRISE..
swt....
anyway hope she like it..

wish everyone will get a very sweet memory in this 090909

Happy mood today..

WHY?
haha, yesterday able to go ktv..
although my warming up in sing song for the whole nite still tak ok.
but at least i got to sing..
yest was a full in program.
morning fetch mum out, than start helping my mum..
until 1pm than just go back,
ready myself than just go to hq.
actually plan to fetch Ni,
but at the end sudd change plan..(still blur)

2 pm we start the band training,
wow... today look diff
coz FULL ATTANDENCE.
haha.. we practice until 4pm today
due to photo session for div and martching band.

this is the first time we hav this kind of photo session.
haha.. can take a lot of photo.(COZ IM OFFICER)
the last 2 photo is NCO with officer and all member with officer.
luckily Ni manage to back for the last overall photo.
-happy-

after that we have a meeting with tn lim.
talk bout the flagday and national review(COLOR)
wow.. realise that flagday haven close case..
so long time le.. haiz! poor arrangement

than last we waiting tn yeo for the post mortem of charity dinner.
taking bout 2 hours to talk wit
at last some conclusion,
1.)charity dinner- satisfied!
2.)review-i might get selected to be parade commander with ogui.
3.)tn yeo get injury by get box from a driver.
(unbelievable, how dare the driver do so)

incident: he get caugth of not standby in radio room the morning,
than guess that too pressure due to short of staff+puasa,
during arguement with tn yeo, he punch tn yeo face.
on the spot get fire.. he run away, but tn yeo feel dizziness for few hours.
finally tn yeo made a police report for safety purpose.

TN YEO, GET WELL SOON!!!


than once the meeting ended i just rush back to take shower
and coming out again. have a date with ni family member and relative.
before tat get a call to buy ticket.
luckily manage to bought on time.
than go to steamboat in one of the shop in BBT.
very hungry cause this is the first meal i take.
eat alot until some of them look at me like yao gui!!

than they have early celebration for shien 21st birthday.

coz she going to london on14th but birth date on 18th.

than we go to ktv in sereton.
sing alot, drink alot, and eat alot.
happy tat can sing k,
just some of the time feel silent..
haha dunno how to describe..
anyway everyone also enjoy alot.
first time sing until so late.(2++am)
reach home already 330am
maybe too exicted so cant sleep until 7++am

haha.. its really a meaningfull sat.
never forget tis date!

hOpE yoU can GEt a GoOd reSuLt in yoUr TeSt.

(maY mY luCky sTaR wiLL goeS tO yoU)

GaMbaTeh ! ! !

Haiz...

2 days bank system offline.
decide to go back early, but tak jadi.
yesterday half day offline.
today whole day offline..

haha.. dunno why.
stomach keep pain today..
already go tut 3 times in 2 hours..
WAT HAPPEN TO YOU?
hope tomoro nothing happen..

Just done my job evaluation,
decide to put all in 1 marks..
when submit the time,
asst manager saw and tear into half.
than pass back to me..
haha.. i got ntg to say(coz i know myself)
than need to re-do all again.
(SHE WARN ME TO PUT AT LEAST 3 MARKS)
just folow as wat she wish.

finally report out,
i just get 6x marks.
tot can get the lowest,
when i ask then realise still got 3 more colleague lower than me.
paise..
not think much..
just hope tis year can still get bonus.

hAiZ... still pain!

TIREd!!!(2)

sun-
7 in the morning
after received morning cal from HK,
than just take a shower and out from house.
pick hk up and go to office at 8.
THANK YOU pn chwa coz giv us a bx kxt teh treat.

while eating saw ks also there.
we start to transport thing from office to Hokkien aSSoc.
when reach there saw alot of member there dy.

unbelievable, tis year 10++ already settle all the thing.
thn after yam cha and waiting for them finalise,
went to ni house to pick her up and lunch at her grandma house.
wow.. so happy!
haha.. coz can take lunch with her family.
act heard ni said is to celebrate for PS.

back straight to take my thing thn rest at ni house.
luckily ni set alarm. or else cant wake up.
4++ reach there.
than start to go in position.
feel tat this year charity dinner quite success.
just tat they din fully utilise the manpower.

haha.. im usher,
few prob facing coz member bring them to wrong place
gotta solve for them.
after event start thn will be free for me.
ntg to do thn just walk around.
11++ the event end.
thn we faster change cloth and ready for our next plan.

oopss.. act tat time i ready a present.
is to give ni de.
happy tat when saw ni receive my present.

thn we join "sweet wai" group.
tot tis will be the 1st time i go clubbing,
maybe time not suitable,
most of the shop in the curve already closed or full!
feel dissapointed actually.
thn we just go to a shop in SS2 for dinner/supper
after tat just back to aaron house.

in the whole journey also talk about 1 issue.
haha..
chat until 5 than all only sleep.

(from all the conversation,
i am more understand with a personality for some1)
hope he able to change the attitude if HE DECIDE TO CLOSED WITH US BACK!

TIREd!!!(1)

its a meaning full and tiring week!

haha.. how to say tat.
im so happy for this weekend.

sat-
wake up late(bout 11)
after cleaning myself, thn just go to klg.
haha.. already made order to take my goods on 9am
but late for 2 hours,
tot tat sure get scold..
while on the way,
ni mum called!
haha... so malu.
coz ni told her i nt dare to go without any invitation.
thn just let aunty know im just kidding.
(actually if i used to go her house le, than will no prob)
when reach meru morning market,
unable to find the place.
than make a call to confirm the place.
ooo... actualy is not inside the market,
is a shop outside!
thn try to get the shop..
i told ah kak im come for taking the delivery.
but they say mine order haven proceed yet.
so i just wait there.
haha! aunty sudd call me go to help her.
after wash my hand, thn help her to arrange.

long time dun have such feeling le,
last time whn my grandma is around,
she used to call me do tis and tat.
in tat situation, i sudd miss my grandma!
haha.. thn just continue to help.

about an hour i help there,
finally mine order done!
when making payment,
they just ask me to pay RM 10,
actually decide to pay in full,
but they reject so just accept pymt RM10

after tat i straight away go to ni house(caused of late)
after taken my lunch there,
i pick YX and PS and drop them to the place
3 ++ i reach HQ for band training.(until 5)

nite me, ni, hk, aaron go for dinner at port village.
enjoying the food alot.(haha.. salt price drop tat day)

(hope everyday can be like sat)

30 hours famine!

hooray..
just join with a group to go a camp!

really cant tahan for 30 hours without eating
but luckily din pengsan or curi makan.

sat-
8++ gather at LUMU.
9++ only we depart from the school to dong chan shi!

reach there have a pray and listen to their introduce.
than look around,
afterward 11++ is lunch time.
im asst in put the food to every places.
(wah! long time din joy this type of camp!)
like tat so much!
1130all get their seat and ready for eat.
we join with a goup of small kids.
than pray first before start eat.
all the food proper arrange.
than without waste time we just start our lunch.
(coz 12 sharp need to stay 30 hour without food)

meal not bad.
but i like to eat apple!
really fresh sweet and crunchy!
finish meal, i get order to carry thing
than after clear all the places,
we visit a room.
than go to seminar room
sing a song, listen some1 speaking
we start our game!
its fun although there is some unhappiness between group adn comm
i selected to be fancy for a group.
haha.. i purposely go and choose a weird group tat i guess no1 will take.
but as mention, ihope can see wat is the other thing they will do.
coz this group member really straight forward!(especially AH GONG and brian)
haha! happy tat i can handle them well
just a while i can totally join the group!

around 5++ we depart from jenjarom
and go to sepang goldcoast(our campsite)
tat side really look great!@
i totally get capture with the places there.
beatiful!
haha.. after place the thing than start build camp
when done than just take some time to arrange my thing
afterward just start some activity.
haha.. the time already feel hungry le..

no choice!must be LUN!
after a bored game in the nite than everyone just go for rest.
i waiting ni to finish thing than only sleep.
haha guess that time already going 1
she sleep first than only me.

3++am sudd heard she walk around.
know she cant sleep well(coz alot aeroplane)
than when she sleep le,
i just wake up and just sit beside her.
to ensure she sleep well
pity her already busy the whole day,
but need to war at nite.
so just accompany her and shoot all the aeroplane down
just a 2 hours i shoot 17 aeroplane.
haha. good record.
5++am she insist ask me to sleep,
than no choice gotta sleep.(dun wan to spoil her mood)

sleep until 7 than wake up
prepare myself, than all gather in own group
for photo session.
we just take few
than after clear the place.
we depart and direct to an orphanage.
after watch their show,
we also do a presentation before leave.

after say bye bye to the children
than we go bukit jalil.
countdown for the last few hours.
really hard to control.
very hungry..
we reach there than watch the show.
6k++ people are join this camp although is H1N1 period.
feel sleepy and bored than just go to walk around.

count time to time.
6 hours..
5 hours.

3 hours..

1 and 1/2 hours...

last hours..

30 minutes..

haha.. finally time for Ah MEi is come.
really enjoy alot ..

really time up left..

10
9
8
7
6
5
4
3
2
1..

hooray!!
finally i can eat/
everyone get a bottle of v-soy,
than drink it..
really tasty!!(maybe too long time din eat)
haha

after cheers..
we keep all thing than enter the bus and go
back to klang and take dinner at telok gong
franckly speak!
NOT ENJOY THE FOOD.
first cant eat much>
second sit too far from her.
anyway. plan to eat crab afterward.

haha. when back to LUMU,
they sudd do discussion.
than waith wait wait until...
11 ++ ((ARGHH>>> no more crab)

haiz than just sent ni back,
when back to home the time.
sudd feel tat ni wallet all with me.
than just turn back to pass to her.

haha..
feel shy,
coz getting invited to celebrate uncle birthday.
happy too.

wah!! really meaningfull for my weekend.
really learn alot and enjoy alot.

surprise monday!!!!

haha..
tot monday will be a very busy day for me.
but than able to back early!
actually manage to go yoga,
than receive a surprise msg
to had dinner at yuen steamboat!

ho ho ho...
definitely i agree with tat.
6 persons..
haha! reach there bout 815pm.
than without waiting
we get a table and start enjoy
those yummy food!!!

unbelievable,
i manage to eat alot.
but weird tat im not full at all!
maybe the time mood extremely GOOD!!

haha..
just paise again not me to pay for the bill..

MUST allow me to pay next time,k?
really tak biasa eating but no paying!
take about 3 hours to settle my dinner.

-so happy-

..

lazy to type title.
dunno wat to put.. haha

just now keep checking and restart my pc.
finally can on dy.

huh~ tomoro going to camp dy,
but stil dun hav the feel..
sienz...

hope tomoro all activity can run smooth
and everyone can get happy!!
haha.. the most important is DUN RAIN!!

H1N1 nowadays become more serious dy.
hope all of you tht i care, i love, i concern, i play with....
can all be healthy and stay happy!!
GOD BLESS ALL OF US.

hmmm...
(change to BM)
saya sangat runsing tapi apa sebab tu..
tidak ada sesiapa tau.
rasalah semakin hari,
semakin keceriaan saya lesap.
ingin mendapat balik semua kegembiraan tu
tapi semua sudah menjadi sejarah.
adakah saya gagal dalam kesemua itu?
tidak berapa pasti dalam hati dan minda.
haha.. kadang kala apa yang anda semua kata adalah benar.
tahun ini memang tidak membawa tuah kepada saya.
lagipun tahun ini terlalu banyak perkara berlaku.
hati saya tidak dapat bertenang selalu.

jikalau ada hari itu,
harap dapat pulang ke tahun lepas..
kalau tidak, harap saya tidak mempunyai segala memori.
(tapi memang aku tak harap ini berlaku pada saya)

happy?

friendship?

lucky?



BACK TO ME....

SATurday

haha.. stop those sad de.
lets talk today story.

morning after work,
than straight away go to fetch Ni and lunch with H & J
haha. but im late to meet them.
caused them to eat toast.
really guilty afterward.
why always im unable to reach on time.
so lame....

(SORRY 3 OF U, ITS MY FAULT. LET YOU ALL WAIT)

haha.. dunno wat can do,
treat thm for me is the only way.
thn just get a reason to go gentle but paid for the bill.

after eat, just go meeting in HQ,
-bout band-
haha. saw him come in, i know something will happen.
how i know so fast he raise the first Q.
)=RULEs for band.
second
)="in area meeting, our AC do inform tat OFFICER NOT ALLOW TO JOIN BAND"
haha. i know he purposely want to say this to let me quit.
luckily JOHN give him a reasonable answer.
...

huh... haha.. no choice! need to say some sad thing.
am i wrong of choosing to continue join band?
i like music very much. especially to play in a band.
haha small time dun hav chance to play music.
now can learn BUT am i a prob for them?
if i quit band, will you all feel much easier to run your progress?
sad when heard tat.
guess tat i wont have the luck join any related music in this life.
haha.. really wasted!

anyway. stop sad thing.
we went to a workshop.
WOW. its really great they(come from US) play the instrument..
how nice i can already be one of them.
haha..can BUT only in my dream.

they can really handle well for their instrument.
after the workshop just bought a CD with all their signature.
but no camera, or else sure take photo with them

when reach klang,
than just fetch them back.
on my way back,
haha..dunno why sudd headache again.
than just park in sport complex and have a nap.
guess tat taking 15 minutes to rest.
feel better than just back.
WAH! bro and sis clean house.
haha.. feel guilty than just suggest to buy dinner for them.
after eat decide to sleep,
but its warm for me until i cant sleep.
so after take bath cant sleep,
than come to blog.
haha..

nowadays like to blogging le.

COUNTDOWN

left less than a week,

i will going to face a big problem.
i might involve in a lawyer case.
huh.........

dunno wat to do.
hope i can still survive
without any blacklist in banking line.

pressure + lonely

from monday til friday also facing alot of problem.
but the most was in working place.
the latest problem was a trxn tat involve RM25k
but unable to solve it.
guess tat if not mistaken,
i gotta pay for it!

haiz. wat to say.. MISTAKE!

not dare to think much.
trying to sleep, but keep awake.
reason?!
unable to rectify.
just keep feel some1 is pushing me
and shake me.

haha.. scare!
when wake up and look around..

NO 1!
maybe pressure+sick
caused my mind have tat kind of feeling.
very miss some1 but no chatting are allow.

*******************************************

tired

Today is a very busy day.

quite tired actually.
but gotta busy to preparing for tomorrow trainer's exam.
a kinda feeling of scare and worry keep appear in my mind and my heart.
i totally dun have mood to study.

how? hope tommorrow can be go asap.
PRESSURE.. need some1 advice.
but still hope she can be the one who care me the most.
haha. Ya! she did it. but............

dunno how to describe.
pretty bad mood actually.
but i gotta used to it.

hope there is some changes in future.

sorry!

JUST only,
i made some1 in bad mood.
wow. wat happen?
huh~ already pray hard hard hard not to repeat this scene.
but it still happen.

erm..
i just hope i can more concern.
its simple... maybe im a type like to kepo of everything.
just now sudd ask a question.
(than i realise i ke po in the wrong time and wrong question)
oopss. haha! actually im curious of something,
tat why i hope to know how was the end?
than once i sense something wrong, just stop like emergency break.

haha. hope you understand.
no matter how, i hope i can be the one who know you more.
if i speak something wrong.. IM SORRY.

guess that this is wat i can do currently.

unsafe!!!

sudd have tis feeling. feel ownself not in secure.
in term of wat?
dunno...

hope to find out and get the solution on it!

haha... still remember last few day i was in a bad dream.
just 15 minutes after bed.
its horrible. when the time i awake from tat dream.
i know my tear is keep coming out.
wow. long time dun have such feeling.(i guess form 5 until the day before i made this dream)

SCARE!!!
WORRY!!!

haha... maybe someone will be sweat or feel weird.
but , i guess this is wat we call natural.

Few days dy.. still can remember this scenario.
haha .. but already promise wont think -ve.

-take care all my friend-

work.

yesterday(thursday) auditor come to my branch for audit department.
2 of my dept involve in this time audit.
very nervous tat time. hope to talk with some1 (haha. release tension)
luckily she can chat to me all the time,
and i feel comfort on tat.

maybe just take over the dept, still fresh for me.
tat why alot of finding. finally...

1 of it get 99%(tot can get in full)
1 of it get 84%(the lowest) consider fail.

luckily 2nd day my manager not scold me.

hope in the following internal audit

i can do it well by not getting the lowest mark!

oopss.

today after back to home and open some1 blog,
realise tat xxx is not feeling well.
hmmm... i really careless. few days with xxx
i also din realise tat. wat to do , hope can recover soon.

searching through google and yahoo,
hope to get some solution or idea from there.
do anyone are more experience or pro in medical knowledge?
willing to get some advice from your..

haha...

ho ho ho.. this is the first time i post a simple blog.

well !
alot of thing to write..
haha. but i dunno should start with which one.