today is quite a weird day..

haha.. wake up on time saw dear create for me a special alarm..
oh my god! damn happy to saw tat.
plan today gotta back late but manage to back on 7.
morning when reach just saw a whole stag of report put on my table..
huh~ gotta do like xxxx.
scare cant concentrate, than curi curi minum nescafe.
haha! today work all going too smooth until i cannot believe..
just 2 hours i done my report.

today helping a customer,
unbelievable he bought us KFC as treat!
thanks Encik Kamal..
but not eating, the mood not coming.. maybe ...
so just take some porridge.

than start work.
long queue but today all machine is good functioning(not like previous week)
6++ finish myself dept work...
than help the others until 7 all back together..
haha.. maybe after raya, so all have a fresh looking and mood!

huh~ scare. coz last 2 weeks 3 branches of hong leong bank gt rob
and caused 1 death! hope the thing not coming to us.
everyone is vry aware with the environment around for in case.....
(touch wood)

today gotta sleep early.
head feel heavy! (not dare to let her know)
scare she worry!!
anyway, feel happy today when chat with her.
(StAy hApPy oH!!)

sweet dream!!!

i knw hw i explain also not use..
coz mistake is already come from me..
really need to change tis poor attitude..


my heart and mind is out of control..
blur... can i have one more chance again?
please.......

im not going to do tat again..
if compare with last time..
i really change alot le..
haha.. ask my mum she will say YES!!

sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry! forgive me.
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry


haiz.. although key in this hundred of sorry, but there is still a mistake inside..
so i hope i have a chance to backspace again than correct it..
haha... of course not keep make mistake ask you to forgive..
may the swer swer de all go away from us...

let luck luck de all in aournd us...

for you..

i know today i did a big mistake..
and i know tis is the punishment tat i will get.

really pain deep inside my heart..
haha.. hope to recover but ....

actually today is really a good business for mummy..
when i reach stall awhile, already got customer keep ask for ice..
than i can do is try to make it for them..
one person plus a slow motion kakak..
so wat to do is only do it the best ownself..

afternoon.. customer even more until i cant breathe..
need asst,.. but speak out loud!!
try to make it.. i know you all complaint coz you all still cant get the order..
really sorry alot...

so just give them discount,
(but i need to put in the money to cover)
haha.. tis is call business.. to remain them to continue buy here,
have to do some special for customer.

noon time receive a msg
to dinner with my dear family..
you know im extremely happy..
but thy depart 5pm..
can i make it..
not sure.. stall closed at 530..
than cant giv them a confirmation..
so decide either they just go without me..
coz really shy to ask them wait for a outsider..

finally god bless me.. sis get me a call.
mention she will out here..
my lucky star come..
but mood still tak ok..
coz customer still remain alot.
my breakfast my lunch....

all cant make any appointment with me.
its too busy although im hungry..
but tat time really hope can join them for dinner..
meanwhile already promise mum to help her till the end,
so also hope not to escape early..

i reply her.
mention my sis will out.
but i really din ask her to out..
why you will reply so...
tat time im really hurt..
haha.. dunno why just tat feeling sudd come.

hungry+busy+stupid maid+mind keep hope to hang out with them+promise mum to stay+left eye keep tut...
haiz. finally i still get in argue with you..
im sorry.. i m not really meant it..
just if you were me, im sure you will feel the same too..
hope you understand!!! dun angry me le..

s.o.r.r.y!!!

god always stand together with me..
i pray to god! good business until my stall able to close early..
amazing..
im not rush.. just take it easy.
coz already told them if i cant make it than they can just go ahead without me..
unbelievable i manage to do so..
and get a good dinner with them..
this is one of my happy life...
im able to enjoy with them..

thanks to you all..
i will alway remember when with you all..
is my sweet memory.

have you think before
if.......


You still have only 3 month to live in this world,
wat is the most you hope to do?





think again..
get it?
nope... coz i know there is too much thing for you to do and solve it..
3 month is not enuf for you to do tat..

this question is keep appear in my mind..
i know wat i should do..

stay happy in the rest of my life.
having good and happy time with my family
and sweet time with my love..
forgive everyone that hurt me before,

wat else...
i cant think much..
huh~

haha.. finally..
can i really make it?
errrr...
not sure in my mind...

for everyone of i know...
i hope you guyz can stay happy and enjoy every moment..
no worry bout the bad thing..
coz the best one always around you..

090909

wow.. is really a good day!!

haha.. anything that i did today?
YA!!
tuesday nite already go for all my plan..
haha.. but when the time fetch ni back,
sudd realise tat the present i din bring..

SHIT!!
than totally no mood, once fetch her back
straight away fly to house..
haha, luckily manage to make it!
than rush to her house around 1145
haha decide to give her surprise!
than wait near her house..

but something is happen..
i try to msg her and get her reply,
but at the end she din reply me..
than wait until 1230am
i know this first plan gone dy...
no choice, gotta back..

haha.. go for my 2nd plan..
same as today
after work than ready myself
to go her house first and ask her bro
to do me a fovour,
haiz.......

than i went to fetch her back from work,
before we back,
we take dinner with aaron in berkeley..
actually when she down from work
already know she look tired,
there is pale color on her face..
i so "xin teng", she really look tired,
guess tat this few day she also sleep not well or late sleep..

than when i fetch her back
i try to msg her bro but no reply.
remember last time she does tell me that her bro
will silent the phone,,
than just keep waiting..
when msg ni..
she get ntg around as wat i plan to put in her pillow.
finally when i continue to msg her
i get to know her bro is put on top of table..

haha! NO SURPRISE..
swt....
anyway hope she like it..

wish everyone will get a very sweet memory in this 090909

Happy mood today..

WHY?
haha, yesterday able to go ktv..
although my warming up in sing song for the whole nite still tak ok.
but at least i got to sing..
yest was a full in program.
morning fetch mum out, than start helping my mum..
until 1pm than just go back,
ready myself than just go to hq.
actually plan to fetch Ni,
but at the end sudd change plan..(still blur)

2 pm we start the band training,
wow... today look diff
coz FULL ATTANDENCE.
haha.. we practice until 4pm today
due to photo session for div and martching band.

this is the first time we hav this kind of photo session.
haha.. can take a lot of photo.(COZ IM OFFICER)
the last 2 photo is NCO with officer and all member with officer.
luckily Ni manage to back for the last overall photo.
-happy-

after that we have a meeting with tn lim.
talk bout the flagday and national review(COLOR)
wow.. realise that flagday haven close case..
so long time le.. haiz! poor arrangement

than last we waiting tn yeo for the post mortem of charity dinner.
taking bout 2 hours to talk wit
at last some conclusion,
1.)charity dinner- satisfied!
2.)review-i might get selected to be parade commander with ogui.
3.)tn yeo get injury by get box from a driver.
(unbelievable, how dare the driver do so)

incident: he get caugth of not standby in radio room the morning,
than guess that too pressure due to short of staff+puasa,
during arguement with tn yeo, he punch tn yeo face.
on the spot get fire.. he run away, but tn yeo feel dizziness for few hours.
finally tn yeo made a police report for safety purpose.

TN YEO, GET WELL SOON!!!


than once the meeting ended i just rush back to take shower
and coming out again. have a date with ni family member and relative.
before tat get a call to buy ticket.
luckily manage to bought on time.
than go to steamboat in one of the shop in BBT.
very hungry cause this is the first meal i take.
eat alot until some of them look at me like yao gui!!

than they have early celebration for shien 21st birthday.

coz she going to london on14th but birth date on 18th.

than we go to ktv in sereton.
sing alot, drink alot, and eat alot.
happy tat can sing k,
just some of the time feel silent..
haha dunno how to describe..
anyway everyone also enjoy alot.
first time sing until so late.(2++am)
reach home already 330am
maybe too exicted so cant sleep until 7++am

haha.. its really a meaningfull sat.
never forget tis date!

hOpE yoU can GEt a GoOd reSuLt in yoUr TeSt.

(maY mY luCky sTaR wiLL goeS tO yoU)

GaMbaTeh ! ! !

Haiz...

2 days bank system offline.
decide to go back early, but tak jadi.
yesterday half day offline.
today whole day offline..

haha.. dunno why.
stomach keep pain today..
already go tut 3 times in 2 hours..
WAT HAPPEN TO YOU?
hope tomoro nothing happen..

Just done my job evaluation,
decide to put all in 1 marks..
when submit the time,
asst manager saw and tear into half.
than pass back to me..
haha.. i got ntg to say(coz i know myself)
than need to re-do all again.
(SHE WARN ME TO PUT AT LEAST 3 MARKS)
just folow as wat she wish.

finally report out,
i just get 6x marks.
tot can get the lowest,
when i ask then realise still got 3 more colleague lower than me.
paise..
not think much..
just hope tis year can still get bonus.

hAiZ... still pain!

TIREd!!!(2)

sun-
7 in the morning
after received morning cal from HK,
than just take a shower and out from house.
pick hk up and go to office at 8.
THANK YOU pn chwa coz giv us a bx kxt teh treat.

while eating saw ks also there.
we start to transport thing from office to Hokkien aSSoc.
when reach there saw alot of member there dy.

unbelievable, tis year 10++ already settle all the thing.
thn after yam cha and waiting for them finalise,
went to ni house to pick her up and lunch at her grandma house.
wow.. so happy!
haha.. coz can take lunch with her family.
act heard ni said is to celebrate for PS.

back straight to take my thing thn rest at ni house.
luckily ni set alarm. or else cant wake up.
4++ reach there.
than start to go in position.
feel tat this year charity dinner quite success.
just tat they din fully utilise the manpower.

haha.. im usher,
few prob facing coz member bring them to wrong place
gotta solve for them.
after event start thn will be free for me.
ntg to do thn just walk around.
11++ the event end.
thn we faster change cloth and ready for our next plan.

oopss.. act tat time i ready a present.
is to give ni de.
happy tat when saw ni receive my present.

thn we join "sweet wai" group.
tot tis will be the 1st time i go clubbing,
maybe time not suitable,
most of the shop in the curve already closed or full!
feel dissapointed actually.
thn we just go to a shop in SS2 for dinner/supper
after tat just back to aaron house.

in the whole journey also talk about 1 issue.
haha..
chat until 5 than all only sleep.

(from all the conversation,
i am more understand with a personality for some1)
hope he able to change the attitude if HE DECIDE TO CLOSED WITH US BACK!

TIREd!!!(1)

its a meaning full and tiring week!

haha.. how to say tat.
im so happy for this weekend.

sat-
wake up late(bout 11)
after cleaning myself, thn just go to klg.
haha.. already made order to take my goods on 9am
but late for 2 hours,
tot tat sure get scold..
while on the way,
ni mum called!
haha... so malu.
coz ni told her i nt dare to go without any invitation.
thn just let aunty know im just kidding.
(actually if i used to go her house le, than will no prob)
when reach meru morning market,
unable to find the place.
than make a call to confirm the place.
ooo... actualy is not inside the market,
is a shop outside!
thn try to get the shop..
i told ah kak im come for taking the delivery.
but they say mine order haven proceed yet.
so i just wait there.
haha! aunty sudd call me go to help her.
after wash my hand, thn help her to arrange.

long time dun have such feeling le,
last time whn my grandma is around,
she used to call me do tis and tat.
in tat situation, i sudd miss my grandma!
haha.. thn just continue to help.

about an hour i help there,
finally mine order done!
when making payment,
they just ask me to pay RM 10,
actually decide to pay in full,
but they reject so just accept pymt RM10

after tat i straight away go to ni house(caused of late)
after taken my lunch there,
i pick YX and PS and drop them to the place
3 ++ i reach HQ for band training.(until 5)

nite me, ni, hk, aaron go for dinner at port village.
enjoying the food alot.(haha.. salt price drop tat day)

(hope everyday can be like sat)